Suicidal Tendancies

Dr.Kevorkian's Nurse

12 comments:

Xmichra said...

i swear, that is my manager up there. EW. DAMAGED FOR LIFE.

DirtyBitchSociety said...

xmichra, I am so sorry, you may need therapy now, huh?

DirtyBitchSociety said...

x, which one, the man or the woman, lol?

Jonathan said...

Damn, woman, are you trying to ruin the allure of the 69 for us all?? :-p

Xmichra said...

the woman. *shug=dders*

DirtyBitchSociety said...

jonathan, I hope somebody would kill me, if I ever got that fat and was on film or pictures, sitting on some guys face. I don't make fun, so much of people being fat but if I was, you wouldn't find one pic of me. My boyfriend (last one) had the webcam set up and I didn't know it and when I found out, I laughed but I was pissed and made sure it was deleted. Oh hell no! No Paris Hilton action for me, lol!

DirtyBitchSociety said...

Xmichra, it's real bad, huh?

Jonathan said...

I can sympathize with people who are overweight. People use food for fighting depression, drowning their sorrows, etc. Those who are morbidly obese, though, I think need to see someone before it gets out of hand (or more out of hand).

Two years ago, I weighed 258 lbs. (I'm 6'1" tall). I finally got tired of being fat (30% body fat), being tired, being in pain (sciatica), etc., so I took control of my life. I changed my eating habits, lifted weights three days a week, did 20 - 30 minutes of cardio a week, and got pretty buff in about 12 - 14 weeks. I now weigh between 215 - 220 lbs. and am about 13% body fat. I can actually see the outline of my abs now, so I'm nearly there (not trying to lose weight now, just tone up).

Point is, I had to reach the point where I was tired of it. Now, I feel better at 35 than I did when I was 25. But since I was once fat, I tend not to look down on fat people. I can relate. Now, I try to lead by example.

Jonathan said...

I meant to say 20 - 30 minutes of cardio a day, three days a week. I have one day a week where I don't work out, and I eat/drink whatever the hell I want. It's like Christmas comes every week! :-)

DirtyBitchSociety said...

jonathan, I know exactly what you mean. For a woman, I was overly developed, that's a quote from reading my medical records. When I danced topless @16, I was told then that I was too muscular. I didn't see myself that way, it was never enough. Then, I got pregnant and my husband,The Executioner, well I married him, would not let me lift at all. I could see it turning to flab. I got out of it for several years, even until after my last son was born in 1981. He messed up my striated muscles as he was 10.5 and 23 inches. I gave birth to a little man. But around 1983, I started to work out again. Long story short, cause I could go on for years, I stopped working out 18 months ago. I was in such pain and in many ways, have let myself go. I really hate it and when I sell my book, I'm going to afford myself a personal trainer, I do believe. In a way, I had succumbed to becoming an old lady. But I always loved to be in "Fighting Form." But all the years of altercations and wrestling big guys down, has taken it's toll on me.

DirtyBitchSociety said...

jonathan, ps, sorry for the ramble. Those were encouraging words to me, just what the Dr. ordered. I don't think people realize how hard it is when you are morbidly obese. But you're right it takes some conditioning and behavioral modification. Believe it or not, you make me want to be the woman I was.

I know, makes no sense...

Jonathan said...

Sure, it makes sense. I say you should be the woman you want to be, period.